Diary Dari Diri: 2010-08-22

1st Love Story: Secondary School

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the boy next to me. He was so called my "best friend".I stared at his half long and tied, wavy hair, and wished he was mine.But he didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, he walked up to me and asked me for the notes he had missed the day before and handed them to him. He said "thanks" and gave me a flying kiss. I wanted to tell him,I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why..

2nd Love Story: University

The phone rang. On the other end, it was him. He was in mess, mumbling on and on about how his love had broke his heart. He asked me to come over because he didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to him on the sofa, I stared at his soft eyes, wishing he was mine. But he didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After 2 hours, one Naruto movie, and three bags of chips, he decided to go to sleep. He looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a flying kiss. I wanted to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why...

3rd Love Story : The end of the Year

The day before prom he walked to my desk. "My date is sick,"he said; she's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and not long time ago, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing beside his car. I stared at him as he smiled at me and stared at me with his brown eyes. I want him to be mine, but he isn't think of me like that, and I knew it. Then he said "I had the best time,thanks!" and gave me a flying kiss. I wanted to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy,and I don't know why..

4th Love Story : Graduation Day

A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as his perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get his diploma. I wanted him to be mine, but he didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, he came to me in his smock and hat, and whispering something that I can't hear clearly as I hugged him. Then he lifted his head from my shoulder and said,"you are my best friends,thanks..don't miss me too much.." and gave me a flying kiss as he walked away. I wanted to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why..

5th Love Story: A few Years Later

Now I'm standing in front of the mosque. That boy is getting married now. I watched him, marrying another woman. I wanted him to be mine, but he didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. But before he drove away, he came to me and and said "you came!" He said "thanks" and gave me a flying kiss like always. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why..

End of Love Story: Funeral

Years passed. I looked down at the grave of a boy who used to be my "best friend". At that moment, a woman came to me and gave me a diary entry that my "best friend" had wrote in his secondary school years."This is for you..Khumaira".She said that and walked away.I opened the diary with shaking hands... "I stare at her wishing she was mine, but she doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why..I wish she would hold my hand and say, don't go far away from me because I need you-Hamza Zafri Noah"..'I wish I did too'..I thought to myself, and I cried..

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

jeng..jeng..

Love Story